10 March 2008

Some Day You Feed on a Tree Frog

I'm going on Lithium. My doctor thinks there's a slight chance that I might have Bipolar II Disorder since I've been having more and more manic and depressive episodes in addition to my anxiety. Apparently (I found this out after talking to my doctor today) my maternal grandmother had what at the time was called Manic Depressive Disorder (now Bipolar I or II Disorder depending on how bad it is), so the diagnosis for me wouldn't be out of nowhere. If the Lithium helps, then I probably have Bipolar II; if it doesn't, then I probably just have a strange manifestation of an anxiety disorder, and I'll need to go back to some other SSRI medication. For now I've just been feeling sickly and unmotivated, which is bad because I was supposed to turn in my second short paper for my Thesis on Friday.

1 comment:

Glo Paint said...

Lithium Flower

she's so cold and human
it's something humans do
she stays so golden solo
she's so number nine
she's incredible math
just incredible math

and is she really human?
she's just so something new
a waking lithium flower
just about to bloom
I smell lithium now
smelling lithium now

how is she when she doesn't surf?
how is she when she doesn't surf?
how is she when she doesn't surf?
I wonder what she does when she wakes up?
when she wakes up

so matador
so calm
so oil on a fire
she's so good
she's so goddess lithium flower
so sonic wave
yeah, she's so groove, yeah
she's so groove
yeah

wow, where did she learn how to surf?
wow, where did she learn how to surf?
wow, where did she learn how to surf?
you know I've never seen the girl wipe out

how does she so perfectly surf?
how does she so perfectly surf?
how does she so perfectly surf?
I wonder what she does when she wakes up?

I wanna go surfing with her
I wanna go surfing with her
I wanna go surfing with her
I wanna go surfing with her